tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62018782011-04-22T09:06:35.273+08:00Into the wOrld of my own..` mAinez -http://www.blogger.com/profile/17784184295276224964noreply@blogger.comBlogger4501100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201878.post-1159900573624035732006-10-04T02:35:00.000+08:002006-10-04T02:36:13.646+08:00

knowing that im not alone and i have someone loving me deeply...but nevertheless, my tears still roll down for you. and i duno why.. you?was it fated that we just wun become an item? was it fated to suffer for you? was it just so fated that im being miserable for you?my heart is aching. and it really hurts. i've been keeping everything to myself.. and just to myself.. im torturing myself for a

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i hate it when im restricted to have gathering with my friends.i hate it when i need to quarrel with ppl.i hate it when i need to report wherever i go.i hate it when i dun get to play and enjoy coz of what you messaged.i hate it hate it hate it!!even my parent nv ask me where am i going.even my parent nv ask me to report.WHY must i report?i dont like.you know me for so long. you know my character

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here.

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SILOSO. maine. serene.

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Extracted from Stanley's website: There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn't know which one he loved more.Someone taught him. Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly :"When you are happy, which gal would you want to share your happiness with?" The one you think of is someone you love.Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly :"When you are sad, which

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Replying on what girl's comment.it's not fear bah... it's more like... you know the possibility of giving that person happiness is less than 50%.. so how to be strong and brave? knowing what kind of girl am i.. where the hell do I have the right to allow anyone to suffer with me? regrets.... there will sure be regret... but i rather regret and be miserable myself than making another person suffer

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i think ms serene neo is too high waiting for me to blog my post.she will be the first one to read sia...she is laughing and laughing in front of her com. she is now inside my screen (webcam) pointing her "lovely" middle finger at me.. and now she try to box me through the webcam...she intend to get herself a bag to cover her face tomorrow.. cause of her silly and lame action.. she got no face to

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she is trying to cover her mike.... or she is going to burp soon?? -_- i think... BOTH!!" oh no... burp too much.. headache... i think my head going to drop.. better hold it tight.." she is laying down as if that's her house sofa... oh my oh my.. my QUEEN~!! for once... she took the picture properly.. and so.. now.. she is pretty... =) oh my... GOLDFISH EYES WITH HOTDOG LIPS... =x OPPS!! she's

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im going to blog down serene neo xiao ling's stupid cum silly cum lame action!!everything started off with me being late to meet her. she starts to grumble that im stupid and im slow.. and im only late for 15 mins due to the stupids lots of traffic light along bukit timah road. =xso... we went kLunch as planned.. i ordered sushi and ice lemon tea. she ordered sushi and coke light. so~ she started

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You love me but yet you don't know who am I. Im torn between this life I lead and where I stand. If you don't know who I am, just let me go.I want someone to understand, to be there for me when i am feeling down. I dont like the feeling of insecurity...Don't ever judge someone by it's cover. I finished watching my vcd. hate that bitchy stepmother and stepsister. They are so fake!! oh my.. -_- and

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had a fun fun fun fri night.. even though it's only with a pathetic small group of frenz but yet, i think ling still enjoyed herself ya. =) hohoho.. she's one year older again.. heex. as long as close frenz and family remember your bday, tat's enough le aR? =) before going black, we waited and waited for our darling gal's mr prince to reach. -_- a long wait ar.. but anyway, lucky there's no

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holding on is the right way out ma?letting go will be better ma? letting go.. there would not be anymore misery and sadness.why hold on when everything is over? and why hold on when love is not getting anywhere between the two of you?it applies to something you expect on yet in the end, it turn out to be disappointment. den why hold on to that expectation still?sometimes, i wonder.. im the one

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would u forgive a guy that lie to you..? and would you still love him?He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was sonormal, nobody paid attention to him.At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him. She was surprised, but out ofpoliteness, she agreed.They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything... She felt

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You have a sophisticated attitude that is also generous and considerate. Your responsible, charitable nature may find you attracting guys who want someone to confide in or who makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you developed the type of personality that makes others feel safe and protected. You will carry these qualities into your adult years and, down the road, you'll be a good mom

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im isolating myself or the world isolate me?out of the sudden, feeling very sad.. wana go out and have some fresh air.. but oso duno wher to go.. gal and lao da are busy with their work.. dun wish to bother them too.. and they nv bother abt me oso.. wana tok but find no one.. darling mei still schooling.. and everyone seems to be too busy for me.. how pathetic can i be...inside another classroom

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im so happy.. yeah.. indeed. =)i vote a lot for her and i asked a lot of people to vote for her. im so happy tat she got in. yEAH!! cry no more...!! weehee!! =) but den.. it's quite "out of no where" that kevin will win.. im expecting junyang.. hmMmm.. how sad..!!oh my.. cant see junyang at indoor stadium le.. but nvm.. i see kelly den.. hmm... wonder how to get the tickets to indoor stadium? i

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darling mei bday is coming. how is she going to celebrate lei?everyone get so excited over bday ar? hmmm... why im not?see gal.. her bday is on nov... and she is thinking and planning now le.. ahaha.. i think wat she said make sense too... but den... im not very into my bday.. therefore, dun intend to open chalet. but tat doesnt mean can forget abt presents. =X actually, i dun need anything now.

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rUsh on friday.. was fun. i get too high after drinking 3 jugs.. -_-meet gal, baby and jian at cine around 9 plus and we set off to MS straight away. i find tat i look weird somehow. waited and waited for bao bei and frenz. k.. im getting a bit pissed while waiting for them. ahem.they reached while we headed to united square for the ATM. im pissed, so i juz smiled and walk away when i saw them. -

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i wan it all. i wan a good bf AS WELL AS a good husband.reflecting on wat jess and gal "argued" about... hmm.. im greedy.. i wan it all. =) *grins. having a good bf.. and knowing tat ur bf will be able to be a good husband too. apart frm tat, he has to be the kids daddy too. i believe... to date with the right guy and get married with him and have his kids... you will get the perfect happiness..

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insignificant in lifea lonely girl you wont really understandoften misunderstood and hurtwaiting for a little attentive heartand drops of carelittle time and effort but not granteddependant girlstruggling hard but lostabandoned in the darkstained with neglection and painthe fear overwhelmingshe avoids alldarkness in her worldprobably the brightest shade of lightshutting herself outcontented

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just finished my test. it sux. simply got no time to complete it. so many question and all wordy question.. -__- see liao, just so sian! or maybe my mind is being affected.....im still thinking... tired, yet my mind just cant stop thinking. i dun wana think too much, but just... cant.i seriously got no idea am i prepared to let another person to step into my life.. my world.. my heart. or the "

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im afraid.......actually... im not ready yet... the feeling is not right yet... or am i just thinking too much?a new start? a new life? a new relationship? am i sure im ready for it?oh my.... im so not myself....... or am i changing?

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hmmm.. late le ar? i just remembered.. i have to wake up at 8am tml.. eh.. is today! *yawnzjust got the urge to change template. hmmm.. a quick one la.. coz the pic is from the internet de. just have to edit a bit and put in my details can le...gal been wanting a new template.. made one for her too.. but duno she like it anot.. hmMmm...im suppose to be doing fyp right? yeapx.. i did a bit.. now

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i alwayz thought as time goes by.. people will tend to be more mature and grown up.. but i realise, it doesnt apply to all.. how sad right? it's true tat, whenever he chat with me, we will ended up quarreling or making me pissed off.. and it's alwayz! actually.. im refering to an incident tat took place on fri.. took sometime to blog it out... heex..went for NDP just now.. wah.. i never enjoyed

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yoohoo.. jessica.. gal.. ling.. ade.. dun worry.. im fine le.. heex..on the way of recovery.. weehee.. =)tonight gotta rush for FYP again.. intend to re-do again.. coz all the tweens get messed up and bcoz of the position thingy.. it became quite messy.. nvm.. i will do my best..been sick and get stuck at home for quite some days.. finally.. tdy went out for awhile..went out to register for my

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ppl who know me will know that i hate to be accused. and someone used to be so dear to me accused me just now.duno to be angry or sad... maybe juz disappointed bah...she's going to throw away my stuff i think... it's my stuff, though she know tat she dun hv the right, but i think she will............i never wana delete anything away lor.. if i wana do so.. i will have deleted it long ago le lor..

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im sick.. sOb sOb.. =(maybe too much chocolate? maybe not enough sleep? maybe never have any fun? im being so guai recently.. never go out and play at all.. hAo kE lian!! -_-silly boy having his exam.. tat's also why i din go out ya.. dun wan him to lose concentration. if i go out, he will get worry for me. somemore, im sick.. he will get more worried lor.. am i right? =x concentate on your

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im so angry with myself.. so angry with my lappy..!!!! ARGH!! wat a waste of my time!im doing my fyp.. i forgot to save.. and my lappy suddenly HANGED!! and it auto shut down!!! WAH!! I GOTTA START ALL OVER AGAIN??!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! PISSED OFF!!look at the time.. im rushing already yet my lappy was being BAD TO ME!!! HMPFFF!!!tat silly boy fell asleep le i think.. hmMmm... nvm.. he got exam tml..

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just finish listening to yin yue ri ji..jessica keep asking me izzit i write in de? NO.. NOT ME! i would not want it to end this way.. =xwhy xiao wei choose to end it like this? friendship is better ma?i never think too much.. just tat.. it's so qiao.. =)im content tat i have someone who love me so much.... Indeed, it's quite a long time.. 7 years... i wonder how tat silly boy survive.. he said

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as i said... JAVA SUX.. i hate java!! sOb soB!!lao da is having her TP today.. oh my... jia you jia you!! weehee....!!I feel that if i continue to spend.. continue to buy.. continue to eat good nice stuff.. i going to eat grass soon.. how how how?? -_-daddy had been complaining about me recently.. he keep saying i nv call him wen i get home.. ahaha.. silly dad of mine.. juz funny sia...im falling

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i............................felt sad out of the sudden.. maybe coz of my darling mei bah... see her lyk so xin ku.. im xin ku for her too.. =(but anyway.. she has to handle it herself.. coz no one can help other den herself.. =) jia you!!why would guys lyk to control their gf?why would guys bother about their gf's friend?why would guys stop us from making new friends?why would guys bother?I HATE

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look at the time now.. duh~ im still awake...doing my fyp.. im looking for pictures for my animation.. hMmm.. din realise tat it's tat late le..oh my.. i got test in the morning... -_-my phone is silent.. tat's why i wasnt disturb by any phone call or messages... and it oso made me din realise the time!!im still quite awake.. but everyone is sleeping le.. -_-went out with my dearest darling mei

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每个人都有过去。必须要解脱从前，才能去到未来。我在寻找未来。。

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disappointment and hurt.....i quarrelled with my sister.. how stupid can tat be?duh~ the reason behind is much more stupid..she thinks she is so so so busy and im not...she thinks she is the only one tat got other things to do and im not..she thinks she is always so right...she thinks she is the biggest in the house..as if NO ONE CAN GO AGAINST HER!!words from her mouth hurt so much to me...i

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busy capturing the clips from the tapes again.. they are editing.. and no one doing the clips.. so i have to do it and end up.. no time for editing my second cut.. =(gal and lao da is being bad.. they splash water on me.. and left me all alone in the toilet...... im left alone there with half of my jacket wet.... -__- the toilet is errie... and they left me all alone there... im scared lor.. yet

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i seems to be the source of heartache....i seems to be hurting those who love me lots..towards my ex... i hurt them all...towards those who love me before... i hurt them too...i even hurt those tat are still loving me...i made them confuse..i made them sad..maybe in the first place, they shld not even fall for a gal lyk me..wat am i?juz a gal anyone can found along the streets..sometimes.. i dun

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specially for Jessica, my dearest guan yin ma...dun feel FAT, ROUND, UGLY and LOW MORALE!! wen you feel so, do look at me too!! hmpf!!everyone has each other's special point and side. no one is forever beautiful or slim. imagine, when we grow older.. as in at the age of 60+? i might look so so so FAT.. so so so ROUND? this are things that we cant predict isnt it?so what there a need to envy

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wat a boring day.... java sux!!! i hate java!! -_-fliming for the past few days.. TIRING!! trust me.. our talent acting skill improve ALOT ALOT!! weehee!! =)) she can enrol for "zui jia nu zu jiao" sia.. and i...... well... i enrol for "zui jia nu gui"!! ahaha... =X had a short celebration at my place after fliming.. it's baby's bday.. and we bought a cake to surprise her.. mummy and daddy joined

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i used to put down everything i do whenever *she needs me.i used to push away all other gathering whenever *she wanted to meet me.now that *she got her own company of frenz, i thought i should not disturb her too much?i din wana drifted apart from *her. coz i still cherish the sister-ship so much. i tried to balance with my dearest and *her. i intro them to know each other, hoping we can get

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im bored.. it's now in the middle of lesson.. and im blogging.. how bored can i be.. -_- im starting to lose interest in studies.. and i have been neglecting fyp.. oh my.. i still got alot to do lor.. no time no time.. better buck up!!a story i came arcoss from the email..10th gradeAs I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at

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gal and i pon sch coz we wana "kuang huan"!

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lao san, lao da and lao er[me!]

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gal and i slacking at TCC

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ASh bite chris on 4th July..

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my nice nails after $25 manicure.. now is GONE~

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we reshoot all the scene for indoor.. firstly.. the one we took previously is not in the right angle.. secondly.. shadow problems.. thirdly.. not perfect and nice enough!!editing the video in lab today.. tiring yet im glad to learn something new.. it can be kind of interesting.. heex.. i did most of the part till jessica, gal and lao da got nth to do.. oPPs.. =xCelebrated baby's bday on sat.. at

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out of the sudden.. i duno wat to blog...my mind is blank now..thinking of wat shld i do..wat im suppose to do..im not feeling moody...just feeling a bit blank...a bit lost......maybe it's time to reflect again.......

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..........................

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i stayed at home to do my fyp.. i need to rush.. i need to jia you le... been neglecting fyp ever since "something" happened.. jessica shld noe and will understand bah.. im sorry.. i will work harder alright. =))i feel so guilty.. coz someone skipped school bcoz of me.. =( he doesnt wana listen to me... he is being very naughty.. NO NEXT TIME alright? PROMISE? i can be naughty.. but not you..

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been skipping school this few days...i admit im naughty... im a bad student... i mixed with "bad friend".. i had "bad influence" from them!! ahaha.. =x OPPS...nah.. gal been feeling down recently.. accompany her is wat i can do... =)) am glad tat she is feel "okie" for the time being.. hopefully.. she will be okie for the "rest" being!! ahaha.. oh my.. how broken english..well.. i think i really

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specially dun go to work to pei gal.. hope somehow she will feel better... =))pei her make her nails at taka yest.. den after tat pei her go expo watch car show.. my very first time riding on bike for quite some distance.. i din shout from orchard to expo OKIE.. lao da!! ahem.. but it's true tat im not scared anymore.. heex...gal ar.. as you said... when it's time to let go.. you will have to let

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i begin to crave for chocolate.. o h m y o h m y.... kinder bueno!! -_-i just realise... im can be so unreasonable at times..i would say... im a very playful gal.. i can play with NO LIMIT.. throw temper as if everyone owe me something.. i goes against my parent and they got nth to say about me.. daddy alwayz give in to me.. tat's make me the princess at home.. to love me, firstly, gotta accept

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Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.You will be sitting around wondering if you meant anything to him/her.Thinking if he/she ever cares about you.Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise you by appearing downstairs.Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her,missing the final

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sch just sux!!attending lesson just make me super tireD!! -_-anyway, went out for dinner with the gals and guai pei pei. went lucky for our fav. again!! heex.. =D yummy.. the food is juz so nice!!guai pei pei's frenz came to meet them. feeling a bit weird.. ahaha.. coz we duno them ma.. heex..suppose to go home after tat.. but was feeling so sian.. so went to tcc cafe and chit chat. recently, gal

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i swear.. it is super boring today.. hMmmmwanted to skip sch in the early morning.. coz we are just so sian.. coz.. it is JAVA!!i really hate java la.. cant blame me for skipping sch..but due to the fact tat, im afraid of my dearest guan yin ma.. who is jessica.. i decided not to go off.. partly oso coz of my grade la.. ahaha.. =x i scared jessica scold sia!! sOb! she is fierce!!slack for awhile.

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i wana be the perfect gal.. the ideal gal in my mind.if there's a chance to do plastic surgery, i will just ask them to do the "suck out my fats"!! i swear.. i wana slim down. NO MORE CHOCOLATE for 6 months!! I SWEAR!! my dearest gals and friends, pls STOP me frm eating it!!skipped sch tdy.. coz the problem statement is hard and we just very moodless.. lao da din go with us... hmMmm.. she needs

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we are "the reflection"! =))

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gal: i pray for my dearest charmaine tat she will find her love and oso love her de very soon... n she will not cry and b brave to face all difficulties... as i will be a her side to go through this wif her... ah-men!thankz gal.. for encouraging.. wo hui hen yong gan de. =))i need to be brave?i need to grow up?i need to be stronger?tears NO MORE!!i will become a brand new me... for everything i

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Love is so unpredicable... At times when we have to let go, we need to let go...Dun be too persistent and hang on there too long... as this may hurt each other more...Crying is part of our life, it helps us to grow stronger and firmer in our stand...When you finish crying, tomorrow will be a brand new start...Im suppose to feel "not good", but duh~ i cant be showing out to everyone. i just shut

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the act cute clan!! wahaha

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baby acting cute!! OMG~

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i love to cling to lao da lyk a kolar bear!!

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aiyoyo.. POSE KING!!

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our butt is sticked together!

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i live with my kinder bueno! i cant live without it!!

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wat's with tat pose? ahaha.. bleahx

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yummy cake! [pei pei got very xing fu lOOK wor!!]

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kiss kiss lao da! OPPS.. =X

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our PRESENTss!!

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??????!

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lao da with her blueberry cake!! =))

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Upon viewing the flash, this is my thoughts.

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i have not been blogging.. so decided to blog something before going to bed.Firstly, LAO DA!! HAPPY BELATED BDAY! i did wish her.. but in my blog, it's consider a belated one.. but im not late in reality!! weehee!!Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENRY!! im not late either!! =)I have reasons behind for not blogging.. I am tied up with lots of events!!Well.. shall mention about lao da's bday!! i can say,

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"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."i read that from friendster.. one of my poly frenz get attached recently.. and i juz got to noe it la..upon reading the blog of the gal.. i seems to see a reflection of my past..fairytale do

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im so ke lian.. flimming goes well quite smoothly tdy..other den getting some cuts and blue-blacks.. enduring the heatness.. enduring the "dirt".. enduring the pain.. IM STILL FINE!seriously.. hope the video will turn out NICE!!we really put in a lot of effort.. put in a lot of hard work.. put in a lot of sweat and PAIN......out of the sudden... i duno wat i wana blog le... -_-shall be back to

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I feel lyk a baby..I feel lyk a kid..or..im just a kid and i never grow up beforE!HOW SAD!!i actually cried in front of my frenz? -_-im suppose to be strong.. but den.. i juz cant control.. and i cried..jessica said it is common.. so i just treat it as... im thinking too much bah.. maybe i stress myself too much.. tat's why bah~!Extracted from jessica's blog:Sometimes we just get lost in the

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videoing today at home..everyone is so tired after shooting..we just have alot of ideas whenever we wana shoot for certain scenes...vanz and meiyun together with their bfs went for dinner after shooting.. leaving me all alone at home without dinner.... ~waiting to die!!lao da and lao san "ditched" me!! they alwayz go out without me...!! sObz....actually.. im.... quite sad.. but... i shall shut up

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my team started on our video this week.today is the first day.. yet im kind of tired. the angle of every shot must be so accurate. the ghosty make up of mine will take me so much time to do it. the nails of mine is scary.went out to get some food for tml breakfast and lunch for everyone. we are having bbq chicken wing tml.get to listen to 93.3fm and it's talking about love story again.ever wonder

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sorry gals.. im not helping at all for fyp.. feeling so guilty.. really very sorry about it. it suppose to be my part, yet both of you have to complete it for me. thanks anyway. i promise i will work hard for the animation part alrite. =)guess im really so not suppose to work. not only missing out the fun, i missed out my time for fyp and my interest for netball. seriously, year 3 sux! i hate to

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how sad? i cant slp.duh~ im feeling kind of irritated being asked "did you miss me?" everyday. shit him man! i had already told him how i feel le yet he still.... ARGH!! it's irritating. and i super dun like it. plus.. i hate ppl saying "i know wat you mean!"; "i know wat you wan me to do le!" it's really damn irritating lor. how will you know wat i mean wen i never say it out? and i oso din ask

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im so in love with my new template!nice rite? i think i like it a lot. =)spent like about 4 hours to do it. though tired, yet i cant slp. -_-everyone is asleep now i guess..tml still have to reach school at 10am.look at the time now.eh.. i better get some rest bah. (^00^)any comment on my template?

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it's crap.... ignore wat i said...im toking rubbish... it's getting late.. and im super tired... yet i cant get to slp...helped my mei packed her cupboard.. packed my warerobe.. try to squeeze in all my clothes.. and i finish everything within 1 hour. BEST!i miss ling a lot.. wen will be the next meet up?? wen will you be free for me?im having my "holidays" which is so not "holidays" now..

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i felt so.... so.... so.... tired....lao da and lao san seem to enjoy themselves so much at sentosa... and wat am i doing? working my life away.. -_- i missed out the fun or i never belong to the fun before? duh~ im thinking too much ya!!well... muz congrat lao da.. coz she passed her assessment.. now waiting for TP le.. wish her luck man! =)i got no idea.. why am i working so hard.. coz of the

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so sian.. seriously.. i duno what the stupid java thingy is about.. it just make me feel sick!! -_-i really wana go off.. java is so damn difficult.. i dun wana do anymore!! =(i woke up late today.. daddy never fetch me to sch.. took a cab to sch and it cost me $11.60. Beside spending on transport, i paid $11.60 to suffer too. the taxi uncle juz keep singing the oldies while driving lor.. juz

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hmm.. alright.. i know i juz blogged.. but somehow.. i feel lyk blogging again.. without knowing wat shld i blog...maybe i felt neglected bah.......im so dun feel lyk going to sch.. haiz....though i know somehow im not alone..but sometimes.. i just feel so alone..

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k.. im going to turn this into my "personal" blog.. which means.. only ppl i noe can enter.. enough of all those stupid rubbish by those who act as if they know me so much.. crap man!! argh!well, went out with darling mei tdy.. both of us are feeling so tired.. ahaha.. while shopping, we will nv leave out the word "tired".. maybe we din really slp well recently bah.. and it's really kind of

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i skipped sch yest.. coz im so sian of sch.. ahaha.. but den.. i still wake up early.. hMmmMm...had a great day ya.. i duno how to explain.. but the "meeting up" was nice.. heex.. as in.. i enjoyed.. =)wake up early.. bath and pack my stuff.. wear as normal.. den mummy fetch me to the bus stop.. i swear im kind of early to leave my hse le.. but in the end, im still late. -_- went to PS and meet

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a quick update bah...read vAn's blog.. CONGRATE guai pei pei!! HE PASSED HIS TP!! =)ying jie juz send me a sms.. she wans me to describe her in one word.. JUST ONE WORD.. so i replied her..maybe i shall do the same too.. whoever tat read my blog.. pls tag!! If being asked to describe me in one word.. wat will it be?? TAG PLS!! =)guess my mood is back to normal.. as in getting hyper again and

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the replies.ling: i miss you too..!! wen free ar? meet up on fri hao ma?? im missing you lyk crazy.. HUGZ!!Liting: ahem.. pls have some respect to your grand senior.. =X ahaha.. you den ba chi la.. tootz..xaO^ciNz: who is the another person? gals having PMS is alwayz lyk tis.. ahaha.. =xthis is wat i deserve.. the happiness i long wanted..im happy.. for some reason.. really very happy..i shall

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i wana be myself..dun wish to fake or goes against myself anymore..i wana do the things i lyk to do..think the way i wana be..trust me tat im unattractive.. nobody wan me.. haha..

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mood swinging again?im crying without a reason again.maybe coz of the past?maybe the present?I realised.. i find no reason to my tears tat are rolling down my cheek.Izzit due to the mood swing im having now?I got no idea....All i know is.. im feeling down..Hoping someone to be with me now..but i have no idea who to call.dont wish to msg.dont wish to tok.dont wish to do anything.i just wish to

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the replies.steph: yeapx.. am fine ya.. juz rather busy and not feeling well.. =) miss you lOtz too wor..gwen: hEy.. how have you been? saw you tat day.. and i really cant recognise who is tat "idiot" who block my way sia.. hmpf! ahahah.. jOking.. miss you wor..xaO^ciNz: Swing gals is nice!! but i tink dun have le ya..liming-nu er: nvm la.. meet up another tym bah.. ur daddy miss you too.. =)

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interesting week.. i feel... enjoyed myself with the love from all my close ones!!wednesdayouting with ah gong! went for lunch. i suppose to treat him.. but for some stupid reason, i cant use my card. in the end, ah gong treat me instead. after lunch.. movie.. finally, i found someone tat is willingly to watch swing girls with me!! NO BAD!! it's a nice show. as in for the both of us ya. ppl who

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guess everything is fine now ya.. HAPPY!!sorry for making my darlings worried for me.. im really fine le.. no more stupid nor silly thoughts le... =)the replies.ade: dearie.. im fine le.. no more cutting or slashing le.. need to grow up right.. =)vaNz: yeapz.. everything can be solved de.. and it's solve now.. heex.. thx for being there.. i know you and meiyun will be there for me! =)jessica: i

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i lay awake in my bed..as thoughts of you filled my mind..tons of questions started running though my head..with a million and one whys..if only i had that courage..if only i fight for happiness..if only i grabbed that chance..before it was all gone..i never thought it would end up this way..day and night memories flash through my mind..a part of me want to move on..a part of me dont want to let

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A terrible night.im not a gal tat deserve anyone's love.am such a bitch. shld juz lock myself up and be alone. how am i going to forget?i brought all this upon myself? ya.. tat's right! how i wish i wun grow up! how i wish i can stay the same! how i wish i will nv change! how i wish i will be a princess forever!i guess i nv have the chance to be a princess again. nv have the chance to be loved.

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i miss my darling mei.. meeting her tml!! so happy!!studies really makes me damn stress. stress over fyp.. over modules.. over netball.. haiz.. hardly have time for FUN.. if im going out for fun.. i really have to enjoy every moment.today is such a tiring day.. i went to school with my puffy eyes.. yeapx.. did cry last night.. tat's why.. well, shall not mention abt it la...super tired coz i din

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the replies.jolin: thx. i added you already. =) waiting for you to confirm worz.. =)jukes: heex.. thx lao gong! we going out on SUN!! yeah!! hope tat outing will be fun FUN FUN!! missing you so much. and i understand wat you mean. i know how you feel. *understand* =DxaO^ciNz: ya lor.. no choice.. i wana bao yang all my darlings..!! ahaha.. =xtania: where are you working? holiday right..?vaNz:

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